[Ecstasy08 (Senior Members)]

The world is so cold and I feel like
hell.

I try to use my heart instead of my
eyes. Each time I do I am crawling
around losing my mind.


I feel like heaven, but the
world is hell.

Choosing not to live the
life of restriction. But also feel like the
the Lamb of God, the love,
faith, and hope. Only with a couple hundred
thoughts of hate and pain on the brain.

I am heaven the emperor of light, and guider of
feet. I am hell, the death of me. I walk in the
pit of flames that are sin, then I too live
with the mark on my forehead.

God stands at the door and knocks.
He stands and waits to come inside.
But where in the hell and heaven am I?



Okay after reading this to a friend she said it was hard to understand unless you read the bible. So just sum a few things up. The mark on the forehead means the devils sign which
Is three lovely little numbers of 6,6,*(I will not type the last number, which is the same as the other two). Okay I am sure every one knows that the Lamb of God is Jesus. I say that Choose to live a life of no limitations. Well that would mean living a life doing whatever I please. I also say I feel like the Lamb of God. Well the Lamb of God lived by rules. So I feel like both. I just figured I would make things clear before I confused someone else. Very rusty, I wrote it in 04. I have not really gone through and edited anything.